wth . fugg tht woman in my class .
oh please luh .
i dont wanto say you until you sound worthless but i just wanto speak of the truth .

to the lady i once treasured & loved so much .
you knw it yourself tht many ppl are telling me tht you dont like me , but i choose not to believe them bcos i have the trust in you.
but are you going to tell me tht all these tht i've done for you are just wasting of my time ?
you cann backstab so many ppl in front of me & you made me hate them for you .
i trusted you . i hated them & tell me whad are you doing now ?
you could backstab so much things about anna , maisarah , yunyu , wenling & ppl in 3d . i kept it to myself but now , i couldnt do tht anymore bcos i feel , you are just trying to make it looked as if its my fault . you knw whad kinda person i am .
you treated so badly during the holidays .
asking ppl to confront me & sort of tio me ?
you think i am afraid ? its all up to you to believe .
dont get over my limits if not you'll really regret .
its a verbal warning to you only .
trust me , the way you treated me , yeaps i do have hatred & anger but i am equally sad .
i have no words left to speak .
tell me whads wrong ?
i wont take the 1st step anymore ohkays .
you say you are afraid , i have alrdy try talking to you 1st but you fugging give tht face .
you have pride , dont i have it too ?
i've alrdy took the 1st step , its your turn NOW .
dont force me please .
it will not be niceeee .
afterall , you are still at fault 1st (:

if you dont rmb those memories i once shared , i am really speechless .
if our moments shared last yr is nth to you , i dont knw whads something .

i just hope tht you wont ,
speak the words of untruth please .

30 01 07

met darl & fav. & went to school tgt (:
reading period .
thn vp came , ask me if i dyed my hair , i say no . thn she ask me pin up , thn walked away . so weird luh . LOL . lmao .
thn julia lim another one , came and ask me take out my earstuds . pls loh . no teacher catch me bfore luh . siaoss .
thn was PE . mr yong didnt come .
sianss . thn didnt change . the others wanted to change so went down with them .
LOL .
thn went down .
saw my fuggin cute son LIM YANGZHI (:
thn he accompany me (:
thn he wento play badminton with kaijie.
thn i sat thr watch him & talked to kor & malcolm .
i really miss him alot ):
thn my stupid son say wanto play with me . lose one time , take out one clothes .
hahahah . irritating .
thn i play with him . everyone laughing (:
thn at the end , i only take off 3 thn my son took off 4 .
hahahah .
barney say he watching porn movie & angel said its too obseen . hahaha.
LOL .
thn others say he fit -.-
eeewww .
thn we play & stuffs luh .
thn my son suddenly say i smoke .
hais .
i really very sadd . i dont wanto disappoint him loh .
& i told him i didnt & seriously i didnt le .
who will understand ? hais .
my dear son , if you happen to pass by my blog , read my post till the end ,
im really so sorry , mommy dont wanto break our promise .
i promise i will stop tht .
& trust me , i didnt smoke .
have some faith in mommy will you ? (:
you are my top priority tooo .
you are equally impt to me (:
thn was english , norlinda arrange the place for us too .
LOL .
thn recess . blahblahblah`
thn was POA .
siansss luh .
thn was GEO .
walan eh .
i darn dulan luh .
dont wanto say about it . ask me if you wanto knw (:
only knw how to ps ppl nia . step one gd towards me only ?
LOL .
thn was LCE.
blahblahblah`
thn had class celebration & stuffs .
had pizza & cake .
llook , i dont even bother to explain how was it bcos it was tooo boring .
only knw tht zhihong & co. were by my side (:
happy !.
& i hate schooling now .
fugg everyone off .
im so fugging lonely . LOL .
thn chatted with zhihong for quite long thn went home .
bcos headache thn cant go redcross .
wwento meet sunita darl & pass her my phrase bk (:
she helped me hand in to norlinda & told ms tan tht im sick thts why cant go for redcross (:

hais .
need to see doc le.
always headache for no reason .
mom's gonna go hospital tml . hais . i pray tht nth's gonna happen .
& im gonna visit the doc tooo ):
bye (:

thanks barney ,
thanks for those words (:
i appreciate it all (:

& boy ,
you were someone i once treasured so much but you & i didnt contact for 2months during the holidays .
you dont knw whad happened during holidays & how much i've suffered .
i hope you wont say tht you are disappointed in the sense tht you dont even knw whad i've encountered you see .
the word 'disappointed' is very sensitive to me (:
i hope you understand . hais `

290107


had reading period . got my articles & crapped .
didnt read article at all ((:
kept playing with jaslyn & co.
VP came in , thn they ran out xDD
hahahah .
stupid & guess whad ?!
norlinda didnt come -.-
she only dont come whn we dont have her english lesson .
i really hope she will not come on one english lesson please ):
LOL . hahahs .
thn went for e-maths .
diaos. darn boring .
bcos this fugging school of mine is having fix homeroom !?
its like so bloody boring luh .
i 100% guarantee you tht i'll slp in class .
at least homeroom system i wont slp at all luh .
wth !. cant blame them , they have NO BRAINS (:
thn was A-maths .
D&T , ART , F&N went to their labs .
only left A-maths kids in the same boring homeroom ):
how boring cann you imagine !?
& its TWO HOURS of it ohkays .
thn was recess .
assemble in hall .
went baq to A-maths class ):
shagg .
thn madam chua asked if i high-lighted my hair -.-
thn anna told her it was natural.
& she claim tht its nice xDDD
i knw . wahahahahh . LOL .
thn went for assembly .
play & play till kena caught . LOL .
whadtever -.-
thn had the stupid talk .
boring luh .
my second time listening to these kinda talk cann ?!
bcos had my sana . SAME as this cann .
LOL .
i knw almost everything bout tht (x
thn suppose to release at 1.30pm luh .
thn delay till 2plus . wth loh .
sch releasing at 1plus is late enuff compare to other schs luh .
still hold us baq .
didnt bother , just walked out .
thn slack ard in canteen .
darl went for her tornament & left me with jas .
jas disappear so saiful accompany me xDD
gdgd !.
thn my cutie & sweety accompany me too .
ben & chi-na . hahahah . LOL .
thn was fd training ):
thn half way really feeling so unwell .
thn mathew dont wanto let me rest until i beg him to .
thn pain till i cry sia . wanto vomit but cant vomit out .
really very painful loh .
hais .
LOL . thn went baq to training bcos ONE FOR ALL , ALL FOR ONE (:
thn waited for darl , & went home tgt (:

28 01 07


hohoho . mom woke me up ard 10 plus bcos im going to sis's church today . hahaha. im not going to my church today . LOL .
thn prepared & stuffs .
weepeng korkor came to fetch me & sis . woahs . i fugging love his BLUE car luh . LOL .
its my favourite color cann . wahahahahs .LOL .
thn reach sis's church ard 11.32 like tht .
wento service . sang & tear-ed .
sermon was superrr funny luh . hahahahah . LOL .
thought of stop doing all these bad things whn listening to all the gospel & singing those praises . but i knw its so much difficult than it is now .
temptation is everywhere .
i knw i wont be influence by it but i choose to get influenced . LOL .
thn weepeng korkor need to go baq so fetch us baq .
me & sis went to mall & ate long john after she withdraw money (:
msg chinkiat & ask him to pass me baq my pencil case bcos ytd tuition forget to take baq . LOL .
thn chinkiat go bully huimin luh . he ask huimin to bring it dwn bcos he wnts to play his fugging comp . hahahah . LOL .
thn went to toppup my card & walked to 88 bus stop . hahah.
its like my 1st time going to work so early -.-
met joyi at inter but she was late .
hahahah .
waited for her for awhile .
went to toilet & went baq to control station to wait for joyi .
she came . we went wandering ard whitesand .
thn buy hk.
hahahah . joyi fugging angry bcos she buy cant pass.
i help her buy can pass .
hahahahh . i looked older (x
i bet she'll kill me if she sees this post xDDD
thn wento slack ard at inter .
waited for peiyan . fugging long luh .
she said 5mins thn aft 2 hrs she still haven come .
so i did some homework thn went slacking with joyi meimei.
me & meimei kap money loh thn ... .
hahahahah .
i did tht again . hais . i dont knw how & whn will i quit . LOL .
stupid meimei made me laugh like hell .
thn i chocked . thn me & meimei laugh like siao xDD lol .
thn slack & talk about alot of stuffs .
knew quite alot of things . LOL .
thn waited for peiyan till 6 loh . thn bus-ed dwn to workplace tgt with xiuzhen , py , meimei & me .
reach thr ard 6.20 .
sam take my hand & see my watch thn like fuck luh . wanto hint me say we''re late . cb loh . LOL.
sam attitude .
i dont care . i attitude baq . thn he talk to me , i ignore . hahahah .
thn very sian loh . they like so bueysong us . knn .
thn i think yichun jie also bueysong bcos dotter & wanyi & jaz wanto quit . lol .
aiyah thn also dont need to attitude us de loh . LOL .
thn shagg . brandon & co. talk to me i also nvr ans .
i only ans meimei & peiyan . hahahah.
i still love huiyee jie as much (:
thn ard 8plus , wento serve table 10 .
fcuk fcuk fcuk !.
knn . guess who did i see !?
TIMOTHEUS HOE YI SHIN.
i think his chinese name is spelled like tht but i confirm i saw TIMOTHEUS HOE .
hahahah .
thn i called him . he shock -.-
thn i also shock loh . hahahah . thn i went baq . i keep jumping non stop . keep telling meimei & co, tht he's my longest ex & my 1st boyfrnd . wahahaha !.
hahahah . LOL .
thn dont knw how almost the whole fisherman village knw his my ex . hahahah .
so happy luh .
thn i go collect bill frm them , thn timotheus's parents talk to me .
hahahah . so fugging friendly cann .
hahahaha . happy luh .
thn talk talk & joke thn i paiseh thn walk baq to cashier & thn went baq to give timotheus's parents their change .
so happy luh .
thn after tht , they left .
sobbs . mood changed baq to shagg one .
thn engsing say i change mood very fast . hahahaha .
thn was so happy the whole night luh .
thn finish work , waiting to take pay so ordered food .
still need to pay ):
thn ... & stuffs .
so funn luh .. superrr full cannn .
didnt finish . thn rush them thn took 403 with xiuzhen , meimei & peiyan .
georges de one girl took 403 with us .
didnt knw she stay sk tooo . somemore near my hse . hahahah .
thn she teach take whr cann reach home faster .
hahahah . thn we crapped on the bus & while waiting for the bus too .
so funny luh .
didnt expect to talk so much with her bcos i dont talk to her during work de sia .
hahahah . thn she tell me lotsa stuffs tooo . hahahah .
she's quite funny luh . hahaha.
next time take 88 with her to work xDD
hahaha. LOL .
thn i left the bus 1st (:
thn reached home .
mom ask me pey her to the 24 hrs mini market .
so went thr & bought stuffs & breakfast .
tired & im going to slp NOW !.
bcos i've fd training tml & schooling ):
hahahahah . LOL .
BYE PEEPS .


today's quite a niceeee & goodddd dayyyy for meeeeee xDDD
imisshim luh but thrs no more love within (:


& i superr love my bloody fugging cute son MR LIM YANG ZHI .
he's forcing me to slpp now .
guess whad did he say ?
"mommy , its time for bed ."
thn i told him i dont wanto slp yet .
he replied : "thn i wont slp until you slp "

ohmygoodness luh . i fugging love him luh .
it has been awhile since i last took a glance of him alrdy .
i seldom got the chance to see him . i dont even have the chance to talk to him sometimes even though we in the same sch .
thts why i say school SUCKS . bcos they seperate us just to not let us create troubles tgt ):
i really bloody love him so much cann .
thinking of the times we had last yr , the trouble we created & got into . the consequence we beared tgt .
its of tears & joy .
i really miss tht class of mine so much .
i really hope i'll get into the same class as them next yr if i really cann .
i really hope i will do whad i've promised him .
i will stopp tht habit (:
he's the who is always by my side .
even whn he got so much of his own problems , he still lents his ears to me .
a son tht i'll nvr forget .
the ONE & ONLY who stood by me whn i was so weak .
iloveyou boy , my always ONE & ONLY SON (:

&& i really have to slpp .
he's scolding me now .
hahahahha .
but im so touch tht he'll talk to me .
at least he does right (:
im contented with all these actions tht he made .
& he even told me stuffs like how he felt in sch these days .
wahahahhaha .
guess whad ?!
he told me class is fugging boring without me (x
im so happy .
but thts true whad .
who cann change the memories tht we once shared ? NO ONE right.
we really got into alot of troubles in the past but we shared it thru & live through it .
memories will always stay even though tht year is gone (:
2C O6 is a class of my greatest JOY & LAUGHTERS . SORROWS & TEARS (:
cann you imagine a class who cry tgt ? laugh tgt ?
i believe none in this world will do this other than my sec2 class (:
i confirm this yr i wont cry my 3d class .
wth . with this class , i have no INTEREST at all luh .
making me feel miserable only . it sarks alrights (:
i hate this class this yr ohkays . fcuk fcuk fuck`


oh whadtever luh .
who cares about tht bloody darn class .
all i knw is , ilove sec2c 2006 .
& my bloody fugging cute son is quarreling with me now .
he's saying tht he'll nvr forget the noise tht i always make in class last yr -.-
bcos im very noisy . ohmygoodness .
so bloody irritating right !?

walan eh . darn dulan with blogger . no , i mean google . force me to sign up for it or else i cant even log into blogger . LOL . shagg`

nnbccb . fcuk the ccb who hacked my blogg acc . luckily i got email address to retrieve my pw . ccb . if i knw who you , you better watch out . dont think i dont knw who are you . if you do tht one more time , i make sure you'll be in deep SHIT . dont hesitate to do again ohkays . i would like to play with you throughout . try me NOT (:
& you jolly well fcuk off if you cant afford to play ard ohkays .
let me heed you with advice .
: "dont mess ard with ppl whom you cant afford to play with (: "
im not saying im whad but just for your information , dont play ard .
bcos if you hack other ppl's acc , you nvr knw whn you'll die .
you nvr knw whad will tht other person do you luh BITCH .


270107


wtf !.
today woke up ard 9 plus . wash up & rushed to school -.-
bcos today have footdrill training -.-
i cant complain much bcos i dont attend it tht often until teacher came up to me & went for counselling -.-
wahahahahs . i enjoy counselling ohkays . superrr uberr funn luh .
but more of scoldings sometimes .
seriously , even one training of fd is really tiring enuff to break my legs . LOL .
attended quite a few . wasnt tht bad (:
but ytd had redcross & today . sometimes its a bit sianss cann . wahahaha. LOL .
anyway , ytd i got my civil defence badge (x
happy luh !!.
wahahahaha .
LOL .
but today's training is superrr tiring but fun .
was late & got punish by sec4 committee ):
ran four rounds ard courtyard ):
thn had trainings -.-
thn during hormat , i do wrongly . hahaha.
my actions very style , thn joan & xuanle saw , they laugh till whole squad laugh at me ):
hahahah . funn .
thn matthew hit my hand bcos i nvr crench my fist .
i did loh . thn i forget is in squad thn i wanted to kick him .
joan & joyce saw again thn they laugh xDD
hahahah .
next was break & had some fun .
talked & crapped ard with dom , xuanle & juniors (:
so funn luh .
hahahah .
was fcuking lonely in the morning but after tht , so hyper (x
LOL .
thn training all the way till 3 plus .
ms widayah talked to us .
so sat in the canteen .
so happy luh . at least today get to command a lil xDD
thn widayah talked bout our committee thingy .
she ask me to be more regular in attendance xDD
hahahah .
thn fixed some meetings for sec3 & sec4s committee members .
lol .
vincent is leaving sia . LOL .
thn dismissal ard 4plus (x
shahidah ma'am bought icecreams for us !. hahaha.
thn i play with the icecream until it drops on me ):
& dirtied myself . hahaha.
thn ms widayah scold me . hahahah . LOL .
thn went home . bathed .
cousin called . say yichun say raining so dont need to work .
thn went for tuition .
i so love tuition nowadays .
with chinkiat again & this time round with his sister also (x
hahahah.
chinkiat is superrr fcuking irritating but cute luh .
me & him keep argueing through out . wahahahha.
ilove my frnd . chan chin kiat . cck is my gd frnd . LOL .
had spelling & stuffs . very funn luh throughout the whole lesson . hahaha.
LOL .
thn sister ask me if i wanto tagg along with her & her frnds to tm .
i dont wanto .
thn saw lena & baobei at voiddeck . LOL .
thn crapped .
teck came ? & some of his frnd . LOL .
thn they went to rm .
we stayed a lil .
thn went to mall .
toilet-ed & i headed home bcos baobei , lena they all goin to 195 . LOL .
ask baobei for hk . she dont wanto give thn i force her .
i really love baobei luh .
though some much conflicts but some love cann nvr be washed away between us .
LOL .
loves <3
thn went home .
shk thn use net .
edmund called & i ask him put dwn . hahaha . LOL .
thn nana & rowena online .
wanted to go nana's hse thn nana ask me go rowena hse ltr too .
ahahahha . but dont knw cann mah bcos my sister will scold -.-
LOL . bcos now its 10plus liaos . LOL .
&& i have PLENTY of homeworks ):
BOO !>.<

GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT 1-10.
(NO CHEATING)
1. WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOU HAVE?:
a. DARK
b. LIGHT
ans : Light

2. IF YOU WERE OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO:
a. GO TO A PARTY
b. GO OUT TO EAT
ans : Go out to eat [i prefer eating xDD]

3. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF:
a. PINK
b. YELLOW
c. BABY-BLUE
d. SEA-FOAMGREEN
ans : Baby-Blue

4. PICK YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIE OUT OF:
a. SURFING
b. SKATING
c. SKIING
ans : Skating ?

5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE BETWEEN THESE WHICH WOULD YOU PICK?:
a. OLD NAVY
b. PACIFIC SUNWEAR
c. VICTORIA'S SECRET
ans : Pacific Sunwear

6. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE STATE OUT OF:
a. CALIFORNIA
b. FLORIDA
c. OHIO
ans : Florida

7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO TO:
a. THE BEACH
b. GO SOMEWHERE COOLER
ans : Go some where cooler

8. WHATS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?
a. January
b. Febuary
c. March
d. April
e. May
f. June
g. July
h. August
i. September
j. October
k. November
l. December
ans : June

9. WOULD YOU RATHER:
a. CHILL AT HOME
b. GO OUT WITH FRIENDS
ans : Go Out With Friends

10. NAME A PERSON OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.
ans : Edmund (:



ANSWER RETRIEVING ****

1. a- dark: sexy
b- light: sweet

2. a- go to a party: playful
b- go out to eat: romantic

3. a- pink: cute
b- yellow: loud
c- baby-blue: cool
d- sea-green: horny

4. a- surfing: active
b- skating: determined
c- sking: daring

5. a- old navy: preppy
b- pacific sunwear: fun
c- victoria's secret: sexy

6. a- California: you like being around people
b- Florida: party time in the Heat
c- Ohio: quiet, likes the cold

7. a- beach: tan likes the sun
b- somewhere cooler: pale and original

8. a- January: popular
b- February: lovely
c- March: loud
d- April: playful
e- May: chills a lot
f- June: happy
g- July: smooth
h- August: fun
i- September: quiet
j- October: out going
k- November: pimpin it
l- December: warm

9. a- Home: boring
b- Go out with friends: crazy

10.That p erson will fall in love with you!!!!!

sorry ppl .
cant blog everyday .
sister very strict .
&& all i gotta say is SCHOOL REALLY SUCK .
hahahah .
shall summ up the 1st day of sch till today !?
wtf !.

let me talk about subjects 1st (:
follow by sch & problems .
thn redcross ):
followed by work (:

subjects :
a-maths : " a-maths is really fugging difficult & hard to understand . but still cann understand (: but will forget after a week xDDD but im starting to love maths now (:"

physic : " i hate physic . i really do bcos of tht fugging teacher at 1st . but slowly whn you listen to her , think of the positive side . it would be easier if me& denise stop being noisy in physic class xDD hahahah . ms chua just simply hate us whn we're tgt bcos me denise barnabas will make alot of noise . hahahah . tht day she still scold me & barney . wahahahah . who cares ? LOL . im like slowly understanding physic . trying to love it (:

chem : " ohkays luh . quite alright . dont really understand whads ms fazleen's teaching & im not paying attention . its kinda bored (x & thrs wongwengchew sitting behind me . i fcuking hate it luh . step one laugh . only he cann laugh & others cant . thts whad i heard frm frnds . iyah . i dont care luh . i alrdy disown him as my bestee in mind liao . i only have ONE & ONLY bestee now which is FAIZAL (:

english : " sianss luh . i so love english cann but tht fugging old woman made me have no interest in english nowadays. wth luh !. she's the one whose uncivilise luh . disgusting .

E-maths : " alright loh . quite understand whad mr chan is teaching ((: "

chinese : " iyah . i wont like chinese for all reasons luh so dont need to ask . i only like chinese lesson bcos i cann slack & i always kena caught & i cann stand outside class . thts definately great for me ((:

POA : " julia lim & mrs ajit guide me still ohkays loh . recently got my quiz & done . i've passed ((: was definately very superr uberrr shock (:

ss : " patrick chong teach still alright luh . quite nice teacher . cann follow up loh (:

geo : " ms ang uh ? dont really understand . hahahah . frm whad i knw , she dont knw how to teach geo de . thts whad my frnds & seniors told me . hahahah . LOL .


schools & problems :

fcuk care luh . 1st week got taiji liaos at cine with bedok frnd (: 2nd week of sch also have -.- LOL . thn 3rd week got another taiji . LOL . sianss . but not my taiji luh . i only go help de . baobei & fel de taiji so wentto help loh . LOL . guess gonna cut down on taiji luh . like everyweek also got taiji . LOL . i cant get any naughtier . i dont wanto do these anymore . i dont wanto make it a habit (: guess i'll change ;DDD


redcross :

wth . hais . dont feel belong to redcross anymore . feel like quitting again . just bcos of cant submit the proposal on time ?! i really did my proposal loh & i did it on my own loh . like wth luh !. still kena "scoldings ?" hais . i dont knw luh . i just feel the fcuking juniors dont even fcuking give respect luh & ccb if i cann slap them i would do so loh . i will slap tht fcuking boy . nabei . i hate ppl who step yi ge de luh . LOL . im just gonna draw a line between me & redcross soon . straight after fd competition . LOL .


work :

working also got problem . parents & sister dont allow . thn will quarrel . wth luh . i dont care luh . i'll let god decide luh (:


dont knw why , everyday i tried so hard but i still cant forget about him luh . hais .
frnds are going for tornament esp to his sch . hais .
tell me how to survive ?
why god made opportunities for ppl to go to his sch but not me ?
tell me why . i dont demand for a answer but a reason . hais`

i fugging miss ahhwee luhh !.
&& i miss him fugging MUCH luhhh !.
ONG CHEE HAO where are you ?!?! (:

060107

went for fd training -.-
shirely ma'am came (:
she praised me (x
left at 4pm .
bcos gotta go for work (:
so happy luh .
going to work again .
wahahahahahs .
so bloody fcuking happy luh ((:
&& guess whad luh .
ah sam say give me become biller with my cousin xDDD
im like so bloody fcuking happy cannn ?!?!
LOL .


070107

initially going to church .
but baobei was late so didnt .
met her & fav. at mall .
studied & stuff .
yichun jie called & ask me not to work bcos raining -.-
thn bout 6pm plus , fcuking rain havent stop .
kap money with baobei .
bought hk .
headed to fisherman village .
bcos my bloody niceee cousin force me to go .
saw cousin . joyi meimei . xiuzhen & guojie at inter .
so went thr tgt (x
saw huiyee jie .
i so bloody fcuking love huiyee jie luh .
was smoking so gave her some puff .
hahahah .
thn went behind to smoke .
continuously smoking .
in a few mins , smoke finish whole packet le ):
so sadd .
joyi meimei was so funny luh .
she ask me "jiejie you very sad bout whad ?"
thn she told me bcos they all knw whn i sadd i will continuously smoke de .
hahahah . LOL .
thn huiyee jie came behind again .
so gave her some puff again (x
really love her alot luh . wahahahha .
LOL .
thn ahtai told my cousin say whad they bettting ask yipkai get number frm me by 10pm if not treat them eat .
wtf luh !.
i hate this kinda guys luh .
hahahah . meimei joyi very angry . hahahah .
LOL .
thn wento eat luh .
bcos fisherman today business not very gd so we help them (x
wahahahah . LOL .
thn eat eat eat & play . wahahahah .
so sadd . papa not working le ):
tear-ed & stuffs .
LOL .
thn wanyi rang us up .
say my dotter kena beaten .
ccb . we immediately take cab dwn to cine.
tht fcuking person working still cann beat my dotter .
reach thr . not only my dotter kena beaten .
my siao ginna also kena sia .
ccb . hot sia .
thn tht fcuking cb say wna diaozui .
so we wait for tht fcuker till 10pm.
thn went outside cine talk . slack & smoke .
sianss .
thn i need to leave early with joyi bcos tml got sch .
LOL .
knn . thn we were saying , last time is we beat ppl .now is ppl beat us .
knn . hahaha. fcuking dulan luh .
LOL .
thn went home .
saw darlyn with her dear & james .
LOL .
thn took lrt .
saw tht fcuking siao uncle working at mall de .
fcuker sia he . LOL .
thn reached home .
nobody's home .
shld have stayed longer .
thn cann see the whole thing (:
wahahahahahh . LOL .
shits .
think i getting frm bad to worse liaos .
so naughty nowadays . hais .
im gonna change (:

040107


sianss .
so fcuking not use to sch life luh .
still in hols moood (:
1st period is english -.-
norlinda again !.
she's like most of my subject chers luh .
LCE , ENGLISH , CIVIC TUTORIAL & form teacher luh !!!.
arrghhs , LOL .
boring loh .
2nd period was maths .
budden this bloody new cher' didnt come .
wth !. nowadays teachers are all so slack & lazy .
tsktsktsk`
in time table it wrote : MR J CHAN .
i tot it was MR JACKY CHAN but it was MR JEMMIE CHAN -.-
whadtever luh (:
3rd period was ss .
nice one luh .
patrick chong is my teacher (:
dont knw him gd or not but niceeee cher' ;DD
next was recess .
fcuk sia . really fcuking not use to upper sec life luh .
one hour later for recess )):
after recess was PHYSIC
idiotic luh .
really luh . teacherss nowadays are bloody fcuking slacckk luh .
tht ms chua lihong didnt come & wtf . she has got the same name as my darling !.
HELL !!.
hmmm .
thn was CHEMISTRY.
teacher is MS FAZLEEN .
but she didnt come also -.-
wtf !.
&& you knw whad !?
actually suppose to be in the same class as baobei , ahnette , jas & angel de .
budden dont knw why change class -.-
sway , same class as wengchew .
someone whom i dont wanto call him as my bestee anymore .
i dont need such bestee you knw ?!
thinking tht he's superrr uberrr big & cann bully everyone -.-
hit my frnds with force .
wtf luh . not a man at alll .
i really hate it . in my mind , i've alrdy disown him as my bestee le (:
thn was chinese .
MF luh !.
i so bloody fcuking hate the teacher luh .
chinese teacher .
eeew.
chinese just suck it off the ass hell luh .
thn was dismissal .
went for redcross footdrill training -.-


050107

after reading was POA .
mrs julia lim & a new teacher (:
this teacher is superrr sweet luh .
but her voice very soft .
ahhahaha.
she's MRS AJIT.
LOL .
class was quite boring . dont knw why .
hahahha . maybe is bcos mrs lim teacher bah =]]x
thn was chinese .
chinese teacher scolded me for god sake -.-
i didnt do anything luh .
i only listen to my hp & slp in class .
im trying to keep quiet luh .
fcuk cann ! >.<
thn was math .
mr chan came .
he's quite alright luh.
cann understand his teaching .
but he always picks on me ):
i use calculator he also kaobei me ):
wahahahhah (:
i dont give a damn luh .
as long as i study , thts everyting .
folllowed by recess (:
saw leslie & ppl.
disturb me de loh .
esp yongzheng & anthony .
always during chinese class they will be beside my class .
hahahah.
irritating .
thn come find me disturb , i happy but always kena caught ):
thts why i say fcuk tht chinese teacher luh .
after recess was english again -.-
norlinda's class luh )":
thts all .
end class . end sch but start redcross ):
so hate it luh .
BOOO !!.

030107

sianss.
sch reopen liaos`
fcuk sia .
blooody fcuking sway luh .
guess whad !?
mrs norlinda is my form -.-
& this bloody new teacher is my co-form.
both also so xialan .
norlinda loves to shoot me with uncivilise -.-
wtf !. i just hate it luh .
& fcuk it luh .
every yr de 1st day is like stay in the fcuking hall listening to my ahma preach -.-
& fcuk luh .
dont understand why the sch so fcuking act cute luh .
get THREE V.Ps for whad sia !?
so lmao loh !.
LOL .
hmmmm .
whole day free period .
very good !.
bcos dont knw whr the chers' go .
go orientation -.-
i hope they'll be absent always (x
LOL .
but had my last period done .
mrs julia lim is my POA cher -.-
die liaos this time .
heard frm ppl she dont knw how to teach de . LOL .
1st time heard of discipline teacher teach not gd xDD
LOL .
thn release at 2.30pm loh .
wtf luh !.
ccb . f-ing sch !.
so biased .
guess whad luh .
lower sec 1.30 release everyday loh & upper sec is like everyday 2.30 !?
just bcos got parents complain !?
last time we complain also no use ?!
iyah . so obvious tht the f-ing sch doesnt like our batch luh seriously . LOL .
always take us as sample like FREE one loh .
nabei . LOL .
so darn blooody fcuking dulan luh .
just got so fcuking excited bcos im in upper sec thn ccb with this kinda problem .
nabei . LOL .

BYE <3

020107

woahs . one more day to sch reopen ):
very stress .
hahahahah .
yayness !.
hais . happy yet stress (:
im proud. teeheeee xDD
LOL .
went to work again (:
told yichun jie its last day budden she dont allow .
she say she early release me & ask me work .
dont feel like bcos have to focus but still agreed (:
bcos if i leave ,
i wont be able to contact my siaoginna jas` joyi meimei & shihan dotter & my bloody niceee cousin xDD
so i stayed (:
wahahahhahs . LOL .
blahblahblah`
working is really tiring but 1st time i work till so happy & worked for so long xDD
so proud of myself ((:
LOVES <3

new target setting for 2007 ((:



1. dont backslide from GOD anymore`
2. go baq to church soon ;DDD
3. be a good christain . good student . good sister . good cousin . good daughter . good friend & good girl (:
4. score super uber WELL & GOOD GRADES for all TESTS & EXAMS (:
5. earn more money (:
6. move on (:
7. study hard & pay attention in class xDD
8. stop day-dreaming ;DDD
9. quit ****ing (:
10. get away from all troubles .
11. scold less vulgarities .
12. dont create anymore troubles (:
13. try to accept & love everyone ard me !.
14. dont disappoint my parents / sister (:
15. able to cope with homeworks ;DD
16. give all the best tht i cann to studies & everything .
17. strive in redcross if i cann (:



hope i'll be able to cope (x

31 12 06

weeets !.
last day of 2006 !.
wahahah !.
&& guess whad !?
fisherman is holding a countdown party at night
& thrs dance floor !.
ohman !.
its gonna be fcuking fun luh`
thn fcuking busy also .
hahahah . thn last min become biller xDDD
wahahahah .
thn count down start le !.
papa is the best luh !.
he help me take "drink" & spare me hk ;DD
so happy !.
so high luh fcuking cb . wahahahs
thn countdown thn got dance floor .
high liao thn dance like siao !.
wahahah .
nicest new year ever (((:
thn fcuk luh .
hp lag !. but im still as happy !.
bcos a lot of ppl sent me greetings xDDDD
was really fcuking high luh .
thn drink & smk .
so funny cann !.
wahahahah .
thn saw so many shuai gers (x
wahahahah .
thn work all the way until 2 plus .
wahahahha .
me & dotter teared .
wahahahhas .
she think of tyk & i think of mine .
wahahahha .
dotter & me made our promise tht we wont cry over them anymore (:
shihan dotter is so so so precious to me though i knw her not long ago .
the moment we spend tgt are really so special ;D
lol . & i so darn fcuking love fisherman village luh fcuk !.
wahahahha . i enjoy working thr cann !.
esp countdowns (:
always so fun .
my bestest new year ever (;
LOL .
thn clear up & slack at beach thr .
fcuk the cb who stole my cousin's wallet .
nnbccb . dare to steal dont dare to own up .
fcuk off !.
let us knw who are you , make sure your head on the floor .
LOL .
thn smk & smk & smk .
thn dotter told me lotsa ghost stories about her own encounter .
wth !. so fcuking scary luh .
wahahahhah .
really had so much fun with them .
actually going butterfactory .
but after tht no more xDD
hahahah .
nb , bfore closing police came twice alright !.
1st was petrolling .
2nd time was warning bcos our DJ were too loud xDDD
loud thn nice luh dumb !.
LOL .
thn whn slacking keep seeing alot of police car sia .
wahahahha .
chua sai !. hahahah.
really very fun .
thn bout 4plus , we frm fisherman village walk all the way to pasir ris inter .
fcuking long way cannn !.
&& went pass lotsa jungle . whahahahah`
thn did lotsa stupid actions .
me & dotter keep walking 386 . hahahah .
thn joyi meimei were laughing all the way .
fuck luh . very funny cann !.
was bloody fun luh .
thn me & dotter started to siao again .
we from walking 386 , we walk like gorillas .
hahah . 1st time so malu cann .
with brandon , whyehong , xiuzhen , joyi meimei , py precious cousin , wanyi , nu'er & me (:
wahahah . the rest esther , jasmine & joyce went off 1st .
wahahahh . LOL .
on the way to inter we keep singing poems & stuffs .
dance & smk on street . hahaha.
saw quite alot of police cars pass by .
thn dont care also . wahahahha.
LOL .
thn about 5 plus reached inter .
wtf !.
we took bloody one hour to walk ohkays .
wahahahh . but really fun luh xDD
thn see lotsa police cars again -.-
thn wanted to slack at mac budden fcuk the manager .
thr dont have 24 hrs . nabei `
wahahahah .
thn alot of police standing thr sia .
all dont wanto walk thr thn we say nvm luh .
just walk . dont need scared .
wait for dotter & ppl to keep their ciggs thn went in .
bfore tht , went to toilet touch up .
hahahha`
thn come out police car gone .
hahahha .
thn bout 6plus liaos`
thn rang xiuling ,
they at pasir ris ave .
so cabbed dwn .
hahahhah .
met fit ben thr .
smk & crapped .
ate breakfast .
i've nvr in my life ever eaten such an early breakfast for god's sake -.-
thn slack till 8 plus , guojie came .
walked to voiddeck .
play & play & slack .
nearly slept but xiuzhen force me play dare .
hahahah .
thn play loh .
kena punish .
went to disiao the cab driver .
wahahhah . stupid .
many things luh .
wanna knw thn ask me loh ;DDDD
i'll tell you definately (:
thn about 10 plus , cabbed baq to peiyan's hse .
slept for 10mins -.-
cant slp liao bcos my irritating cousin keep irritates me . hahah
made me so dulan . thn scold her , thn she laugh -.-
weird girl . hahahs.
thn went to wash up .
crapped with her .
told her lotsa things & she told me hers .
for these past few years , many things really happened to me & her .
hahahah .
i really treasure such cousin though she's irritating at times , no !. all the time i mean xDD
wahahah .
she's gonna kill me if she sees this (:
but really , i so love her (:
i'll die for her , i swear .
thn meet up with guojie & xiuzhen at pasir ris inter .
slacked & my cousin went to buy baq the same wallet tht she lost ytd .
wtf !. reminds me of the fcuking person who stole her thing .
ccb !. wahahahha . LOL .
thn met wanyi & joyi meimei .
bus-ed dwn to fisherman village .
started work again (:
wahahahha .
so fun luh !.
wahahahah . im like so love in it cann !?
thn took pay (x
its $108 / i respect ;DDD
LOL !.
thn blah`
so many things happened .
& ppl pardon me .
i cant use net everyday .
i could only use net on sat & sun ):
which i dont have time to bcos i've work .
sarks man .
hahahahha .
LOVES <3

28 12 06

met cousin & xiuzhen .
slacked at fisherman & stuffs (:
forget liaos`
its like long ago ??! waahahah . LOL !.

29 12 06

forgotten as well (:
worked & worked`
& i fcuking love fisherman village (:
its fcuking niceeee working thr`
though gotta stand the whole day ,
it's still a good niceee day :DDD
&& i'll nvr fcuking forget tht my dearest shihan bcame my dearest dotter ((:
iloveyou my dotter !.
yeaps . will be mommy & dotter till the end of time ;DDD
LOVE <3
29 12 06 ; cheeyen& shihan ; mommy & dotter ;DDDD

30 12 06

forget liaos luh`
wahahah .
all i rmb & is on my mind now is ,
i worked in fisherman village (:
wahahahs .
& iloveit (x